I am excited about the New Year.
I don't want to be cynical and criticize
those who make promises to themselves
those who make promises to themselves
that they will likely never keep.
I think that whether you are
trying to change
or be better
or be more of one thing
and less of something else
There's nothing wrong with embracing a time
that is (or could be)
of renewal.
There is something energizing about looking back
but moreso about looking forward.
My 2017 had it's ups and downs
but I feel like there were more ups than downs.
We went camping this summer and fell in love with it.
We did a road trip home to the east coast
and discovered new places we are determined to return to.
We went to Cozumel for the first time and loved it.
We hosted two of my brothers
and their families for Thanksgiving
- my first time preparing a sit down meal for my family -
and it was a success.
I felt as though I had some big changes in my inner life too -
I started yoga in November 2016 and I am still with it.
It has helped me see the good in people.
Kindness.
It calms me and helps me believe in others as well as myself
but it has also made me stronger.
I have been in therapy for about the same time.
I was lucky to meet someone at a critical time.
She has helped open me up and create more space
- to breathe, to live more how I want to.
I am so changed by that.
It was hard, still is sometimes,
but I am so, so much better.
It was worth it.
My health was not great this year.
I had months of discomfort and pain.
I was finally diagnosed with seronegative arthritis in December.
It's frustrating and painful
but I've learned (am still learning)
to live with it and work around it
and I'm relieved that it wasn't something more serious.
I read 48 books this year.
I tried to slow down and do one thing at a time.
Sometimes I can do that
and sometimes I still can't.
Perhaps the most important part of this past year
is that I feel closer now
to knowing who I really am
and to being ok with it.
Really, truly ok.
Imagine that.
I'll be 47 in 30 days.
It's about time.
We went camping this summer and fell in love with it.
We did a road trip home to the east coast
and discovered new places we are determined to return to.
We went to Cozumel for the first time and loved it.
We hosted two of my brothers
and their families for Thanksgiving
- my first time preparing a sit down meal for my family -
and it was a success.
I felt as though I had some big changes in my inner life too -
I started yoga in November 2016 and I am still with it.
It has helped me see the good in people.
Kindness.
It calms me and helps me believe in others as well as myself
but it has also made me stronger.
I have been in therapy for about the same time.
I was lucky to meet someone at a critical time.
She has helped open me up and create more space
- to breathe, to live more how I want to.
I am so changed by that.
It was hard, still is sometimes,
but I am so, so much better.
It was worth it.
My health was not great this year.
I had months of discomfort and pain.
I was finally diagnosed with seronegative arthritis in December.
It's frustrating and painful
but I've learned (am still learning)
to live with it and work around it
and I'm relieved that it wasn't something more serious.
I read 48 books this year.
I tried to slow down and do one thing at a time.
Sometimes I can do that
and sometimes I still can't.
Perhaps the most important part of this past year
is that I feel closer now
to knowing who I really am
and to being ok with it.
Really, truly ok.
Imagine that.
I'll be 47 in 30 days.
It's about time.
Women's March - January
Sunsets
Spring
Easter weekend = Kitchen makeover
New cabinets, new counters, new lease on life!
(there were still a few details to complete
when I took these photos.
I really need to take some more...)
Camping discoveries
(including the discovery of camping itself)
& Canada 150 celebrations
Trip home to the east coast
Hopewell Rocks, New Brunswick
Cape George, Nova Scotia
Sunsets over the Northumberland Strait
I have a 15 minute walk to the subway from my house.
I started trying to take the time to stop and look around on my way.
To notice things.
I post them on Instagram
#whatIsawtoday
I've seen some special, beautiful things.
Chester, Coco and Sugar keep us afloat many days.
How could they not?
Fall
My decorations turned out great this year.
This year's pumpkin was an award winner.
December
Baking adventures
First time making gingerbread people...
cookie gifts in beautiful packaging
Lots of snow (and cold)
Hopefully there is more of the good things
and the strength and love of those around us
to cope with the rest.
Happy New Year!